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Friday, June 13, 2008

im back home!

7:13 PM

im finally back home! cos i been staying in hospital for like a week. cos the "tube" that is inserted in my tummy was either blocked or moved place. then i been doing dialysis at home for the 2nd day and than the blocked tube happened and was ask to stay in the hospital, very very unlucky indeed. and some more that day i admitted was Saturday midnight around 1 plus. plus all the medicine fluid inside my tummy, i feel damn bloated and my back hurtsssssssss dont know like what. then i was feeling so bad on the first day...

and for the rest of the day i was slacking at my bed. looking at the scenery and do nothing else except went down to kopitiam to have lunch. doctors do things really very slow. this simple thing can be done in 2 days if the arranged well. but on the forth day then i got the reply that maybe they dont operate me first, see how my tube goes and if it came back to the original place then no operation needed. but if wanna operate or not, faster decide and let me home asap what. took them almost a week to decide whether im fit to go home anot. what mannnn~ and i lost my memory card! dont know why the memory card will drop off and i dont even know!! my pictures! :(

blood result turns out good. they double my medicine and gave me alot of medicine to let me pass motion well. hahaha. cos they say maybe the tube is moved then maybe is your shit is blocked the tube and you cant dialysis this way. well, if is really not the shit problem then how? operate to stitch it back to the original place as it was. then why they dont stitch when the first time they helped me insert the tube? dont get it man. waste my time and money.

doctors doctors are great but like to drag patient time. nurses all are not Singaporean most are foreigners.

in my ward, alot of old ahma who also suffering from kidney failure. (all kidney failure patient was in the same floor) and see them keep feeling very miserable, pain and lonely. and some who is almost the same age as me. and i really feel very contented, my parents and sisters are all there for me. some have stay there also one month. hais. if anyone of you dont feel contented in your life maybe you want to walk around hospital ward.

now the only thing i worried is money problem. this sickness cost my dad A LOT of money even with the help of social worker, still need thousand and thousand. where the hell this money gonna come from? that is just the hospital bills, havent include dialysis, appointment and medicine. damn. money money... cannot tahan anymore.

anyone wanna donate money to me? hahhaahaha.

that would really end everything if i choose to end my life huh?